Jan 10 2010

Alright, so I'm officially back on schedule, and will from now on stop lacking on my blog posts. It has been quite the week, and I have been stressed out to the maximum, and I don't really even know why. Hopefully I will get everything figured out after Tuesday, (cuz then I will have gone to the first day of all my classes) and it will all be normal again. Today was my moving day. I went to Troy Hooper's farewell with Parker first. That was interesting. We sat in the back, by all his friends, and wow. They are so obnoxious and bad. It's crazy. I'm so proud of Troy for being able to go on a mission! He is a really great example to all those folks. I'm glad. After Troy's thing, I had to hurry home and get all my junk into my car. I had wayy too much stuff, and not enough car. :/ But I got it all to fit, and safely made my way to Logan. The drive was loonnnggg and boring. It was so sad to leave though. I have been so consumed with everything this week, Troy (Butterfield now, not Hooper.) and the Bridal Show and friends, and family. I have just been trying to please everyone, failed, and so now I'm stressed about it. I wish there were eight of me to do everything I want to. I feel bad that I didn't get to spend the time with my family that I wanted right before I left, like play games again. It's weird, how when school and life starts again after all the holidays, that fun family time that we got together just like goes away. It's unfortunate. I didn't get to go to Gma and Gpa Yager's and see their new house, but I'm hoping to make it there next weekend. I was just so stressed, that I wouldn't have enjoyed it, and I didn't want to make awkward tension. Jennifer and Melissa also wanted to hang out, and Parker. And The Boyfriend (April's new official name for Troy, that I'm forced to refer to him as) also needs some attention. AAAHHHHH. It's crazy. On top of all that, I was moving, which I never handle well, and trying to start a semester of school. I'm at full anxiety level. But this week will all work out, and it will be good. I'm going home next weekend, so I'll be able to give some more time to people. It's just madness. But now I'm in Logan, and it's as great as ever. :] As of now, no new roommates have moved in. We are just the four of us, all alone. :/ It's kinda weird. I'm right by an empty ghost bedroom. Freeaky. But it's actually kinda nice, cuz there is a lot more space in the fridge, and cupboards. :] Big fan of that. I was so excited to April!!! I'm so happy to be in her lovely company again. :] She is so funny, and I missed her personality. It's really great. She is my favorite roommate, and I think over this next semester we will get super close. :] We're both hanging out in the front room right now, just the two of us. It will be interesting however, because Sierra will be like a tag along. So we will see I guess.......Alright, so you may have guessed from earlier in the blog, that Troy is now officially my boyfriend. Riggghht. It's good. But it's totally going to be super interesting. We will see. I'm happy though. But it is a new lifestyle and we will just see how I rock it. :] I got a letter from Jake Porter today, but nothing from Cam. Hmmm we will see. Classes tomorrow. :/