Jan 22 2010

I made it to Friday.
But Friday almost killed me.
I am the most fortunate girl on the whole planet though. This is why.
I have two amazing best friends, that will do anything for me. They are the greatest strongest two girls I know, and I don't know how I ended up with them. I had to have done something to deserve them, and I don't know what it was. I love you both, forever and always. :]
I have an awesome father, who puts up with all of his girls and the crap we give him. He's an amazing provider, and has given us everything we need and more.
Thanks daddy. :]
My two sisters are great. They are so strong, and have been so supportive and obedient. They put up with a hard life, and I'm grateful for them. Ohh I just love you two. Red and Cork. :]
Troy. He is great, and listens to everything I say, no matter how mindless and stupid. I'm lucky to have him. He's an amazing person, with an amazing spirit. I'm grateful my mother set us up. :]
My mom. She struggles. And although I'm not always happy with her choices, she has done a lot for me and my sisters. I have seen the real her, we all have. I pray that she makes it through this. I want my mom back. I love her.
I have come to realize a lot in my life. I have been through a lot. When Friday came today, I didn't think I was ready. I didn't know how to react. What to feel. What to say. I was afraid for this day to come.
It came.
And, I'm not afraid anymore.
I know, that someway, somehow, this will all be okay. I know it will be. I have an amazing example as an elder brother. Having him in my life, makes me the luckiest of all. If he can deal with this pain, and so much more, I know that I can. I know I can. We can. As a family, we can be strong. Together, we can do anything. We're The Pages.